I’m longing for a glimpse, but the lights keep fading, if I could get around this barrier and just climb higher, maybe the folds of time would allow me to see.
As if it were not normal, I am constrained within my own self-inclusive imagination. Fits of passion try to escape but are held within for the sake of integrity and virtue. Perhaps my dreams are not to be realized, only feared and desired until I have become too withdrawn to know any better. Alas, better I do know and to understand it is my ultimate goal.
My efforts persist in this short fall, while my aspirations perpetually ascend beyond reach, thus solidifying my hopeless war on the fundamental tyranny of all that surrounds me. And when the morrow begins, I shall not be free of this pain, only saturated in it until I explode into a million pieces of unbridled fury that will not allow itself to be contained.
The feelings overwhelm me without release, while I resist the urge to take that which I’m craving, I sustain my contempt of modern society and ridiculous ideologies of conformity and unity. True unity wouldn’t be so hard to find amidst the peoples of our world, how could we be so naïve to believe that we are what we preach, without even bothering to examine ourselves for some glint of truth. For the truth in our lies is simple, and it will surely become what we will not accept, unless we begin a process of learning and forget the things to which we cling for sanity and survival.
I will not be here when you finally open your eyes, and if what you see disturbs you, then return to your hideaway until another sun emerges, as this one is ours, and this one is unforgiving. This sun brings the hope of a new day without ever warranting evidence of such ludicrous fixations.
If only time would collapse now, all would end regretfully and without praise, for we shall not be given what we do not deserve. But in our days end we will witness the fall such facades of delusive behaviors and reclusive technologies, and we will know, that without conviction and sense of duplicity, the sky would fall upon us and leave shadows in its wake.
The dark ages will reign once again, rest assured, and your petty accusations will suffer you only the crimes in which you have inflicted on so many. Let this day begin …